[ Use dunamis... It's an explanation he wants to hear, but he thinks to wait on it for then. ] I learned dunamis to help when it gets out of control. I learned calming exercises too. Running, meditation... I do them every day.
[ It wasn't even something he talked to Cilan about, done away from the other trainer; it seemed troublesome to get into with him, to burden him more than he already has. To burden it with anyone, really. There were only two who really knew, and they were both gone now.
He traces a finger into the dusty earth in front of him, dipped in like it were sand. ]
Dunamis can't stop me from being afraid of being like that again. [ All his fingers go in, and they pull up the dirt. It falls like soot. ] The day Sosyne attacked...changed me. I have to live with who I've become because of it.
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Date: 2016-09-14 05:02 am (UTC)[ It wasn't even something he talked to Cilan about, done away from the other trainer; it seemed troublesome to get into with him, to burden him more than he already has. To burden it with anyone, really. There were only two who really knew, and they were both gone now.
He traces a finger into the dusty earth in front of him, dipped in like it were sand. ]
Dunamis can't stop me from being afraid of being like that again. [ All his fingers go in, and they pull up the dirt. It falls like soot. ] The day Sosyne attacked...changed me. I have to live with who I've become because of it.