As do I these days. [He falls quiet. He could tell her very easily what that secret was but.] It's a secret that both is and isn't just mine. If you truly want to know, my public record as an Arehtei Representative has all of it.

I will warn you. You're not going to like any bit of it. Even if things...came to light about why. I still am as guilty of it all as I ever was. I could of course, tell you right now. But then we'd truly be distracted from your questions you've been trying to answer for yourself. Right?