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hinata hajime ( 日向 創 ) ([personal profile] hopedout) wrote in [personal profile] eyeswideopen 2016-07-12 07:35 am (UTC)

[ Hinata immediately turns around and walks away -- he can't embarrass himself here, especially if he's going to have a serious mental conversation with Komaeda. He's still rather flustered by the wohle thing, but it's evened out.

I already said that I wasn't going to choose.

He keeps his voice firm through the link, but there's something affectionate about what he says.

I know that one night isn't going to fix things. That goes for anything, really. But there's one thing that I want you to know. I won't turn back. I'm going to create my own future. I need to fix my mistakes, and this is how I'm doing it. I have to face Nanami, even if the answer I get hurts me.

I... just care too much to lose her.


Pain like a knife -- or no, like puzzle pieces falling apart can be heard when he talks about her. He's genuinely upset, and Komaeda should immediately know why. He's going to take his shower. He said he would, didn't he? While he's off to do that, the water running, he speaks up again, eerily calm.

It's as if Kamukura took over but there's something to his voice, an edge that was never heard in Hinata prior to now.

I won't forget. If I do, you're free to punch me and remind me about the mistakes I did. Because I... care about you too. But I'm scared about how she might react. Nanami, she-- She isn't good at dating simulations.

I don't know if she understands love, primarily because she's artificial intelligence. I'm scared, Koma-
He has to correct himself. Nagito.

If... in the off chance that she says no. Can I stay by your side? Can we do... what we did yesterday? I just want to hold someone really close right now because I don't know if what I'm doing is the right thing to do.

It's just really stupidly selfish of me, I know, but... would you be okay with that?


He has to drown out his yelling with the water that runs down his entire body, washing away the tears. Hinata Hajime is certainly not crying. No... ]

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