Messenger Box

[eyeswideopen]

If you need to get a hold of Komaeda, here's where you do it.

Messenger birds, action, what have you.

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[hopedout]

Of course I remember. I don't forget easily.

[ He smiles wistfully, running fingers through Komaeda's hair a little bit. It's kind of fun, doing this, he has to admit. Even if the topic is a little... ]

And sorry about that. I remembered things that I didn't want to at the time. But I'm alright now. Those memories may still hurt, but I have to live with them. I can't change them, after all.

[eyeswideopen]

[He leans into the fingers in his hair. He wants to press Hinata down into the chair and straddle him. Instead he leans up, meeting Hinata's eyes.] It's alright. I should have spoken up more instead of focusing on you both and your health, solely.

[Komaeda threads his fingers together at Hinata's back.] I've learned from it.

As I was saying, that is how the healing of myself works. It's different when I'm mending someone else.

[hopedout]

Yeah, you have. We both have. And... if you wanted to do that, you could just ask.

[ Did Hinata read Komaeda's mind about the whole straddling part? Probably. ]

But how different is it?

[eyeswideopen]

It's like passing a torch. The energy is mine, but the healing is done by the person accepting that power. It's about trust and in a way, augmented by the other person's strongest emotions.

It has to be allowed and Hajime...could you sit down? [It's really embarrassing Hinata picked up on his desires but, he'll just roll with it. He does want to do it. It's not that he has been a inattentive lover, but at times Hinata had used to get so wrapped up in what was going on. Some itches hadn't been scratched that often.]

[hopedout]

And what if the other person's strongest emotions were negative? Would it still work?

[ He had to ask, out of curiosity before taking a seat. ]

[eyeswideopen]

I don't know about that one. [He sits in Hinata's lap, sliding his arms around his neck. Komaeda looks up at the ceiling trying to recall if that had ever happened.] A balance of their strongest emotions works best...so it could be possible.

[hopedout]

Should we try it sometime, then?

[eyeswideopen]

We could try it now. [He hums quietly, perfectly content to sit on Hinata and watch him. Moments like this have been rare and he isn't about to let another one pass him by.]

I do have quite the handle on my despair these days.

[hopedout]

Alright. Let's try it, then. [ His eyes are serious, gaze fixed completely on Komaeda. ]

If anything goes wrong, I'll stop you this time, I promise.