[He sits back at that, putting a hand to his forehead. Would Hinata even accept that? Considering what lies between them he's not so sure. But...what does he want?] The problem is I don't know what I want. I keep turning it around in my head and I don't understand it.
I'm not sure we could be friends. I keep telling him that we can't just start over. It's pretty impossible to do that when he keeps grinding what I did in my face. Not that I don't deserve it.
[Yes, Hinata is a moron. He can totally agree.] Could we move on from this point? I...maybe. I just don't know.
Silver, the one who got executed for my murder was the girl he was crushing on. [Does he sound slightly bitter? Oh no. Totally not. There's nothing there.]
He keeps the past with him so he won't forget what everyone gave their lives for. [Which...actually sounds really like a tragedy in the making. He keeps thinking Hinata is the most vulnerable to Junko. He pauses.]
...but you're right. The past is the past. Hanging on to it, does little good. You can remember and move on. Mmm, but all this happened very recently for him. If I started shoving what he did in his face, he'd react just as bad. So maybe I need to make that clear.
During a trial if you couldn't prove who killed the victim, everyone was executed except the 'blackened'. [Does that say something nasty? You can bet it does. He did say he tried to kill them all.]
Nanami Chiaki...she was very kind. Very gentle. Ah, I didn't mind being around her at all. In hindsight it makes sense she was the traitor. The rest of us have something...off about us. She never did. Even during the worst of it all she was very calm and collected.
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He sounds like an idiot.
[Let's get that out of the way, first and foremost.]
But he sounds like an idiot that cares about you. Or wants to care about you.
[And that's not necessarily a bad thing.]
...Would it be easier for you to try to be his friend? Is that something you'd want?
[How does that feel to him? He needs an idea of his reaction, at least.]
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I'm not sure we could be friends. I keep telling him that we can't just start over. It's pretty impossible to do that when he keeps grinding what I did in my face. Not that I don't deserve it.
[Yes, Hinata is a moron. He can totally agree.] Could we move on from this point? I...maybe. I just don't know.
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[It sounds a hell of a lot less frustrating than the emotional tug of war they're playing right now.]
He might need a reminder to stop grinding the past in your face like a total jerk, but maybe you can work something out.
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He keeps the past with him so he won't forget what everyone gave their lives for. [Which...actually sounds really like a tragedy in the making. He keeps thinking Hinata is the most vulnerable to Junko. He pauses.]
...but you're right. The past is the past. Hanging on to it, does little good. You can remember and move on. Mmm, but all this happened very recently for him. If I started shoving what he did in his face, he'd react just as bad. So maybe I need to make that clear.
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How'd you feel about this girl, anyway? Didn't you want to get someone out?
[Was his luck wrong?]
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Nanami Chiaki...she was very kind. Very gentle. Ah, I didn't mind being around her at all. In hindsight it makes sense she was the traitor. The rest of us have something...off about us. She never did. Even during the worst of it all she was very calm and collected.