[That's...that's it. He wilts, his hands tightening on his mug until the heat almost burns him. It isn't bad to want someone. To love. He knows that but how far he went, what he had done. It had been foolish.
Stupid.
And he could lose it and he wouldn't-] I realized I can't keep behaving like this. We came very close to a point of no return recently. If we hadn't wised up...
[He shakes his head, his smile returning like a razor wire. Tight and easy to snap.] Nanami arriving made me realize how much hurt I'd set myself up for. So I had to pull back. He noticed. And that's why we fought.
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Date: 2016-07-09 04:34 pm (UTC)Stupid.
And he could lose it and he wouldn't-] I realized I can't keep behaving like this. We came very close to a point of no return recently. If we hadn't wised up...
[He shakes his head, his smile returning like a razor wire. Tight and easy to snap.] Nanami arriving made me realize how much hurt I'd set myself up for. So I had to pull back. He noticed. And that's why we fought.