[He sits back in his seat giving her the mental image while his thoughts whirl in circles. A long narrow sword rests in two clamps on the work bench. The hilt is wrapped in a cage of interwoven metal threads like some spider web to guard the wrist. The blade itself is made for slashing and carving. The kind of sword you expect to cut things to pieces. He trails his fingers along it as faint red light whispers from the sword.]
I wouldn't try to make them love me again. Don't get me wrong, I would want that more than anything! But...I would be scared to try pushing for what I had. Hajime and I revolved around each other and had specific situations that led to where we are. I...
I would still stay by their side and love that person. More than anything. But I don't know what else would come if it and I would never regret the love I had. Even if they fell in love with..with someone else.
[He drops his head, snow and dark chains appearing and disappearing as his thoughts sway between grief and despair.] For it was lucky and nice, to ever be loved at all.
[ Actually, in this case she's going to switch and show the mental image, smiling wistfully. She thinks that it would probably be more reassuring that way. ]
You're really kind. To even think that. If you can think that way I'm sure that in the worst case scenario... I'd think there are plenty of people who would be able to fall in love with you and accept you as you are. Anyway, do you think I should try dating? If the person I asked says 'yes'.
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Date: 2016-12-19 08:03 pm (UTC)I wouldn't try to make them love me again. Don't get me wrong, I would want that more than anything! But...I would be scared to try pushing for what I had. Hajime and I revolved around each other and had specific situations that led to where we are. I...
I would still stay by their side and love that person. More than anything. But I don't know what else would come if it and I would never regret the love I had. Even if they fell in love with..with someone else.
[He drops his head, snow and dark chains appearing and disappearing as his thoughts sway between grief and despair.] For it was lucky and nice, to ever be loved at all.
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Date: 2016-12-19 08:40 pm (UTC)You're really kind. To even think that. If you can think that way I'm sure that in the worst case scenario... I'd think there are plenty of people who would be able to fall in love with you and accept you as you are. Anyway, do you think I should try dating? If the person I asked says 'yes'.
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Date: 2016-12-19 08:57 pm (UTC)If they say yes, is it really fair to both of you not to give it a chance? Take the risk, Inaba.
Or you're absolutely regret it, won't you.
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Date: 2016-12-22 12:52 am (UTC)I guess that's why I should try... probably.
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Date: 2016-12-23 02:17 am (UTC)I'll be awake. [He would wake up to help a friend.]