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If you need to get a hold of Komaeda, here's where you do it.

Messenger birds, action, what have you.

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Date: 2016-07-09 02:35 pm (UTC)
properprincess: (sonia003-p2230439_zpsf2730a77)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
[After witnessing a scene between Hinata and Komaeda that looked very much like an argument, Sonia waits until later to talk her friends regarding it. Since it seemed as if Komaeda was the more angry of the two, and they're actually closer now that they've had the time to get to know one another, she knocks on his door that night while alone.]

Komaeda-san, are you home? I'd like to speak to you, if you want.

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Date: 2016-07-09 02:58 pm (UTC)
properprincess: (v01c48)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
[While strange, she's not at all stupid and she notices the change in his voice, despite his attempt to seem okay. She pauses a bit, her face neutral before she speaks again, softly.]

I'd like to talk to you. I...I saw your argument with Hinata-san this afternoon. I didn't hear anything, but it looked bad and I wanted to check up on you.

[Her grey eyes are soft, questioning as she looks him over, trying to really see if he's okay.]

May I come in?

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Date: 2016-07-09 03:19 pm (UTC)
properprincess: (sonia001-p1688013_zpsd5454882)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
[Well, what did he expect? She works at the Welcome Center and seeing her two classmates together like that is enough to catch her attention. It was the atmosphere that kept her from joining them, however.

She enters, letting the door close softly behind her and she takes a moment to breathe in the smell of Komaeda's home. It always reminds her of a library, a sanctuary of learning and knowledge. It's always seemed safe in this house, despite the history between the two of them, history that she's forgiven and he's overcome.]

Do you love him?

[The question is out of her mouth before she stops herself, but she doesn't regret asking it either. It would explain much about their relationship, even back on the island, virtual or not. They'd been real, even if only avatars of themselves. Their minds and personalities had been their own. And while Sonia herself had been growing closer to someone, she could tell that Hinata and Komaeda had had their own complicated relationship since they'd woken up in that classroom together.]

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Date: 2016-07-09 03:57 pm (UTC)
properprincess: (v03c65)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
[She'd almost been certain he would have denied it. Ask her what sort of joke she was making and that it was just ridiculous. The blunt answer is the last thing she expected, but his attitude is totally understandable.

Even the way that he doesn't exactly look at her after returning from the kitchen speaks volumes. She's touched a live wire, but if he needs someone to talk to about it, she owes him the chance to get it off of his chest.]

You told him, but he hasn't said anything in return, has he?

[That would also explain a lot.]

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Date: 2016-07-09 04:25 pm (UTC)
properprincess: (sonia002_UNKNOWN)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
[She's quiet as she listens to Komaeda describe the extent of his relationship with Hinata. She can admit that at some point, she's found their mutual friend handsome, sort of, but he isn't really her type and so they've stayed very platonic.

But, she's honestly worried about her friend in front of her. She debates reaching out to reassure him, but they aren't that close yet. The fact that he's admitted so much to her is a good sign, but she doesn't want to overstep any boundaries with him.]

Seeking comfort from someone you care about isn't something you should be ashamed of. It's normal, Komaeda-san. And when you have feelings for someone, it's natural that you should respond to them.

[She closes her eyes in an attempt to not make this conversation too personal for her, but she's already thought about him before.]

It's harder for the person who has left themselves vulnerable to someone who doesn't speak about their own feelings. Especially when one moment it seems as if they return your affection and in the next they are drawing away without a word as to why.

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Date: 2016-07-09 04:49 pm (UTC)
properprincess: (sonia003-p2230439_zpsf2730a77)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
[She carefully pries the cup from his hand, trying to keep it from both burning him and breaking under the pressure of his tightly squeezed hands. His safety is important, whether he cares or not, but it is to her.]

You had to protect yourself, but it still hurts.

[She gives him a pale, washed-out smile, full of her affection for him.]

I do understand. I suppose it was a little easier for me, that I was able to openly cry at that time, despite his remonstrances. I didn't have another person to contend with...just our circumstances.

Hinata-san is...a kind person, but he's an idiot. He doesn't want to hurt anyone's feelings, so he leaves it open to hurt everyone's. But, the thing is that he lies the most to himself. You have always been fairly honest, Komaeda-san. Even when you despised the rest of us for the things we all did before, you never...backpedaled. I have seen Hinata-san do that a few times just since my own arrival. It's cruel and hurtful, and he probably doesn't even notice it.
Edited Date: 2016-07-09 04:51 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2016-07-09 06:56 pm (UTC)
properprincess: (sdr2s001_5601409)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
[She hadn't expected the hand holding, but it's nice nonetheless. A little bit of intimacy from one friend to another, no words needed to share some sympathy with one another. No complications about it.

At the mention of Cilan her cheeks flush and she can't help but smile and nod.

Yes, Cilan-san is very open and honest. Being around him is very nice, almost natural. But he also doesn't know about our past, so I must tread carefully.

As for yourself and Hinata-san, you don't really have that barrier, and yet you do. None of us are exactly easy to deal with, if we are all honest. Our histories complicate matters and make us all doubt ourselves.

I almost wish that I never found out about my time with her. I've tried to look forward as much as possible, since looking back only confuses me and complicates the day-to-day life that I have here. I have used your progress as an example, but it's not an easy road to travel.

What happens between the two of you is up to you both. I can say that I think he's been extremely unfair to you, because I do, but I can also see that you feel that part of this is your fault as well. With only one of you being honest with yourselves, it's harder to deal with.

I do have a question for you that I would like for you to think about before you answer. Do you feel that Hinata-san is worth all of the trouble you've gone through since your confession? Because it is too late to take it back.

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Date: 2016-07-10 03:55 am (UTC)
properprincess: (group031-p3747398_zpsc760llqw)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
[She can almost touch his own brand of despair. It's scary and relatable at the same time. It's a part of what she thinks has set her entire class apart, their loneliness and desire to be seen as themselves, not their talents or with the expectations that others heaped on them.

It's what made them so easy for Enoshima to manipulate.]

You know that you and the others of our class are the only people who have seen me as Sonia, instead of the princess, right? My first friends in my entire life. And you have been so kind and helpful since I arrived. I'm not sure what I would have done if you hadn't helped me, Komaeda-san.

[She retakes his hands, squeezing them.]

No matter what anyone else says or does, I am glad that I have gotten to know you... Nagito-kun.

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Date: 2016-07-10 04:13 am (UTC)
properprincess: (sonia003)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
[She smiles as she shakes his hands gently.]

Well, if you should lose your mind, you'll be in good company, right? No matter what happens, I want you to remember that we are friends. If you need someone to talk to, I would be more than happy to listen to your concerns.

You don't even have to listen to mine. You've done so much for me already.

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Date: 2016-07-10 05:08 am (UTC)
properprincess: (STOP)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
[It's nice to see him laugh more naturally and the fact that she accomplished it with so little effort is also a good thing in her opinion.]

It has been nice to have friends that I can talk to. Don't worry about taking advantage of me. I can handle myself fairly well. If you step over the line, I shall just have to put my foot out, yes?

[She's gotten so much better, but speaking thirty different languages makes it hard to keep some words straight.]

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Date: 2016-07-11 06:18 am (UTC)
properprincess: (Hard work)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
[She flushes a bit at the correction.]

Oh, yes, I could see how that would be a better word.

[The rest of his conversation causes her to sigh and fills her with the desire to shake Hinata until some brains wake u in his head. What she does is takes his hand from off of his neck and hold them, applying some pressure so that he knows she won't let him hurt himself with her there.]

He is a typical stupid boy. Honestly, this sounds like the plot to a few dramas that I've watched and the main character always waffles on who he selects until he is forced to make a choice. And then he is never pleased.

I know that this isn't a drama, however, and I am worried more about your feelings than Hinata-san's. He will eventually be fine, no matter what he does. His choice affects all three of you, and that has me worried. His indecision is crueler than if he made up his mind.

If there is anything that I can do to help, including clubbing him over the head, please let me know.

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Date: 2016-07-13 03:13 am (UTC)
properprincess: (sonia003_zpsypurkcds)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
Please don't sell yourself short. You deserve to be happy, as much as the rest of us do.

[She wouldn't object to Hinata being with both Nagito and Nanami if it makes them all happy. That is, after all, what she wants for all of her friends and classmates, what they all deserve: a second chance.]

Until he can make up his mind, you don't have to wait for him. And he should make up his mind. It's unfair of him to leave you in lingo. I will stand by your side no matter what outcome. That's what friends are supposed to do, yes?

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Date: 2016-07-14 04:40 am (UTC)
properprincess: (group031-p3747398_zpsc760llqw)
From: [personal profile] properprincess
[She gives him a gentle smile, not quite bright, but definitely one that shows she cares about him.]

Hm, it doesn't matter if you are with someone or not, does it? If you have a significant other, that doesn't keep you from being Komaeda Nagito. It doesn't make you any less my friend, or the representative to Peromei or your master's student. Defining our self-worth through other people is a dangerous game, though you and I have both been victim to it.

[She drops Nagito's hands and wraps her arms around his neck in a tight hug.]

No matter what happens, you are stronger than you are giving yourself credit for. Remember that you are worthy of everything you want. Ultimate Lucky Student or not.

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